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Kevin Federline decided to write his run meme, You thought you knewtelling his story on his own terms.

“I sat back and watched people tell my story through a different lens for 20 years,” Federline, 47, was told. US of the Week Except for Tuesday’s Book, October 21, is the day of release. “I focused on my family, I focused on my kids, I focused on making sure we got it done — and everybody got involved, really.”

Federline shares sons Sean Preston, 20, and Jayden James, 19, with his wife Britney Spears. The former backup dancer wanted her boys to be “old enough to understand” her truth before releasing the book.

“It was time for me to tell my story, the last time I looked at my life because I don’t want them to do it,” he said. We. “I felt like I waited too long. It gave me a chance to show. It gave me a chance to get a rounded view of everything and it allowed my kids to be old enough to come in after that and give me what’s right.”

Besides showing his whole life, Federline also talked about understanding his marriage of almost three years on the tracks, 43. He has already talked about his memory of his husband in a social gathering and his rep.

“With news from Kevin’s book breaking, she and others are benefiting him, and sadly it comes after child support has ended for Kevin,” a rep for Spears shared in a statement. We Tuesday, October 14. “All he cares about are his children, Sean Preston and Jayden James, and their well-being in this community.”

Keep scrolling for the biggest revelations from Federline’s You thought you knew:

Why now?

Federline wanted to tell his story “In My Words,” he wrote in the introduction to my book. The former wrote that she “kept silent” for years as a way to “protect the people I love.” Finally, it brought him pain.

“Peace did not bring peace,” Federline wrote. “He left me chasing words I never said.”

Cheating on ex jack jackson

In 2004, Federline said he was “just thinking about hitting” spears after running into each other at a nightclub. The two slept together for the first time that night – meaning he cheated on his ex-fiancée Shar Jacksonwho was pregnant with their second child.

He admitted he handled the breakup with Jackson “badly,” lying about having a job while he was going to follow the Spears on tour. (Mentioned by Federline We that he and Jackson say “big” these days.)

“I thought this would be one night, it would be done,” he wrote of the spears. “But it was more than that. We got really close and connected in those first few days.”

Elsewhere in the letter, Federline demanded that the spears be forgotten about him. It is alleged that he was caught “in the act” by one of the dancers behind them. (Teresa Espinosa(a dancer named The In the Book, later defended the spears in an Instagram statement.)

To marry spears

Federline proposed before meeting spears father, Jamie Spearswho was the suspect when he revived at that time. It was important, however, for Federline to meet Jamie before tying the knot with Britney.

“I could feel him measuring himself, trying to figure out who I was, what was,” Federline wrote, noting that he is ultimately Jamie’s blessing.

Before their wedding, Britney apparently called an ex-boyfriend Justin Timberlake “Ending one part of his life before starting a new one,” Federline wrote.

She said: “He never really got over her,” she said. “He may have loved me, but there was always something about Justin that he wouldn’t stop going out with.”

The decline of their marriage

Federline said Britney went “hard” one day during their marriage. The apparent eviction came after a friend dropped off marijuana at their house.

He allegedly grabbed one of their sons and “slapped” him in the face. He revealed that it “wouldn’t have been” the last time he was physical with her, but “they were never the same after that.”

Claims by their sons

During Britney’s second pregnancy, the Federlines allegedly drank “half a bottle, if not more,” of wine and took prescription medication.

As soon as they had children, Federline wrote that the boys “didn’t want to go to their mother’s house.” Elsewhere in the book, Federline said their sons woke Britney up with a knife “quietly” while they were sleeping.

Thoughts on preservation

Federline wrote that he “truly believes” Britney’s preservation was “the right move.” She was ‘never’ fully behind the #freebritney movement, which saw fans organize to get Britney out of the conservatorship placed in place by her father in 2008 after a social breakdown. (Conservatorship is terminated by a judge in November 2021.)

Federline felt that the curator was a living ‘person’ who “brought a level of order that had been missing for years” into his life. Now, He has ‘lost faith’ which will be completely reversed. “He stated that he would ‘not accept’ help.”